you know you're a little too obsessed with Dean/Cas when...

I had a dream last night that for the rest of the season Dean/Cas emulated Buffy/Angel from the first two seasons of BTVS. The whole can't get too close or he'll lose his soul thing. Dean's terrified Cas will turn into the Mrs.-Dalloway-Cas he met in Zach's future, so desperately tries not to treat him too human or like he would a human friend. Except there's also how he totally loves Cas, but doesn't want to admit it. Cas is increasingly confused and hurt by Dean's distance because, whether Dean likes it or not, Cas is becoming more human and he wants to be close to those he cares for (namely Dean). Sam thinks Dean's an idiot (The future is what we make! We make our own future, isn't that what you said?*), but Dean isn't having it since he doesn't want to be the one responsible for Cas ruining his chance to go back home / making Cas feel compelled or obligated to stay out of misplaced feelings for him then hate him later.

Of course, I woke up before any understanding could be met or sexytiems had since apparently even my subconscious is censored by the FCC. >:(

( *I just realized how similar Dean's words to Sam were to Cas' words at the end of LuR. )