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retro_eidasI had a dream last night that for the rest of the season Dean/Cas emulated Buffy/Angel from the first two seasons of BTVS. The whole can't get too close or he'll lose his soul thing. Dean's terrified Cas will turn into the Mrs.-Dalloway-Cas he met in Zach's future, so desperately tries not to treat him too human or like he would a human friend. Except there's also how he totally loves Cas, but doesn't want to admit it. Cas is increasingly confused and hurt by Dean's distance because, whether Dean likes it or not, Cas is becoming more human and he wants to be close to those he cares for (namely Dean). Sam thinks Dean's an idiot (The future is what we make! We make our own future, isn't that what you said?*), but Dean isn't having it since he doesn't want to be the one responsible for Cas ruining his chance to go back home / making Cas feel compelled or obligated to stay out of misplaced feelings for him then hate him later.
Of course, I woke up before any understanding could be met or sexytiems had since apparently even my subconscious is censored by the FCC. >:(
Since SPN posts are always better with pretty pictures!
"We make our own future."
"Yeah, well, we're making it up as we go."
Of course, Dean started the future re-writing earlier in MATEOTB, when he stormed into Chuck's hovel and forcibly recruited him (well, his archangel, which was presumably Raphael. No wonder he was so pissy/creepy with Dean in FTBYAM) to help go scare off Lilith. In both LuR and MATEOTB, Chuck hadn't written either scenario and he was totally caught off guard. Could just be the fallibility of the visions or Dean seems to be adept at rewriting the future (better with Cas and Sam).
Of course, I woke up before any understanding could be met or sexytiems had since apparently even my subconscious is censored by the FCC. >:(
Since SPN posts are always better with pretty pictures!
"We make our own future."
"Yeah, well, we're making it up as we go."
Of course, Dean started the future re-writing earlier in MATEOTB, when he stormed into Chuck's hovel and forcibly recruited him (well, his archangel, which was presumably Raphael. No wonder he was so pissy/creepy with Dean in FTBYAM) to help go scare off Lilith. In both LuR and MATEOTB, Chuck hadn't written either scenario and he was totally caught off guard. Could just be the fallibility of the visions or Dean seems to be adept at rewriting the future (better with Cas and Sam).
